I prefer to remain silent (c)
and here we are, back in this city. I do think, that everything has been more then acceptable in this 4 days or something, but there's still something I want to say.
Yeah, I do know some people now. More then ever, perhaps, and it would be ridiculous not to admit, that this "success" is most important, but... Oh, damn, there's always a "but" somewhere around. But I need to get closer. Yes, I am way to fascinated with not the most commonly admirable things, but I am trying to be nice, to be tolerable, to be... fair? Yes, I do. So, what's the point of all this whining? Here it is: I need people. Although, I have them, so I need to be even more precise: I NEED FRIENDS. I am making the first call, arranging everything with everyone, but am I too dull to be invited somewhere by someone? I know that I'm not the most positive kind of man, I love sad songs for dirty lovers, I am still a snob on many accounts, but is it that bad? Is it? Oh, yes, this is about time, is it? Cannot be considered trustworthy in such a little time.
Solitude is hard thing to carry. I am sured, that I can keep on like that for as long, as I need too. But I don't want to carry on like that, I need changes, I need fresh air and all that metaphorical shit. Sorry for that, just can't stand it sometimes.
Yeah, I do know some people now. More then ever, perhaps, and it would be ridiculous not to admit, that this "success" is most important, but... Oh, damn, there's always a "but" somewhere around. But I need to get closer. Yes, I am way to fascinated with not the most commonly admirable things, but I am trying to be nice, to be tolerable, to be... fair? Yes, I do. So, what's the point of all this whining? Here it is: I need people. Although, I have them, so I need to be even more precise: I NEED FRIENDS. I am making the first call, arranging everything with everyone, but am I too dull to be invited somewhere by someone? I know that I'm not the most positive kind of man, I love sad songs for dirty lovers, I am still a snob on many accounts, but is it that bad? Is it? Oh, yes, this is about time, is it? Cannot be considered trustworthy in such a little time.
Solitude is hard thing to carry. I am sured, that I can keep on like that for as long, as I need too. But I don't want to carry on like that, I need changes, I need fresh air and all that metaphorical shit. Sorry for that, just can't stand it sometimes.